I have been going through a lot things lately that can’t really be put into words so at the moment my ability to translate it is lacking for now. As I gain experience in areas that are unknown to me I will be able to translate what’s been going on.
Ever since the start of this new year, I have been taking a serious look at my life and the balance I want in it. Even before the new year, I have been taking those steps back and contemplating what to do next.
I have been writing more often now and I am keeping track of my progress as well now I need to look into the fine details of my writing. Why am I writing the stories I am writing? Why do I feel that need to write this stories? Just shifting how I got about doing things and see how it turns out.
It has been interesting turn of events as I am not normally the one to be changing jobs like a chameleon changes it colors but if I am going to find that job that helps fulfill me. I think hopping for one job to another isn’t a bad thing. I’ve had little experience in the work field as around the time I graduate there was no jobs to be had.
No one wanted to give me a job as I was fresh out of school with very little job experience to show for it. Society was unnecessary cruel to those who are looking for a job which why so often people curve a path for themselves so are persistent go where they desire to go while others have to find those jobs that will help pay the bills for now.
I took advantage at every turn to write while I looked for a job not allowing myself to be defeat by the realities of society. First work experience was in ’07. There has been a lot of ups and downs with my work experience which I find myself at present in a job that I didn’t I would be ever been in. I can’t really talk too much about only that it has been interesting going from one job to another that is vastly different but better for me health wise and much closer to home.
I have been thinking lately from a place of balance and contemplation. My desire for that balance in every aspect as well that deep level contemplation to be able to roll over thoughts and ideas that are beneficial. I seem to do that a lot. Thinking clearly about my present situation and where I want to be but its not bogged down by the wants and dictates of society but the dictates of my own expression and passion.
Since I made a decision to leave a job that dragged me down every day on energetic level where creation seem impossible. I couldn’t spend another seven years in this place. I left sure that I would find something else that would fulfill me. I have filled my free time not with things to keep busy but things that I enjoy doing.
It has opened my eyes to other possibilities, it has opened the way to listen to voice of the heart and my own intuition. I am guide forward on this interesting path. Although I may not know where I am going I know that only the highest good for me and all involve lay before me. Its better than where I was before.
I have been doing things a bit differently lately. I find myself contemplating things more before jumping into them with other thinking. That’s not to say that I am not leaving room for my intuition to guide me but that just it. Its a balance of contemplation as well as intuition before taking action on things. I am determined now more than even to have a balance life and to choose in ways I didn’t before.
Let’s start a conversation. I am curious to know, what are your favorite genres and why?
So since I decided to take the road less traveled, its has been an interesting ten days. First, we wake up to no cold water and only hot water. We get cold water back on Monday only for Tuesday not to get heat. The suspected gas leak at first because of me smelling something sour or something like burn sugar combined.
So fire department and service man comes only to discover it was a broken pipe. The service man shut off the furnace and hot water heater, he said there was possibility that both might need repairs. So a friend of family called someone who came over last night to check. So roughly we were without hot water for two days until just recently.
The contractors were here from 9:30am to 5pm in the time frame that found three leaking pipes and repaired them. Those men didn’t leave until they were assured that we had heating, hot water and that there was no more leaks. They still have to come back to insulated the pipes but it has been a stress day to put it mildly.
Since I have this much freedom on my hands, I’ve complete my poetry book and finished a custom planner that only need a couple of pages. I am in the process on working on another planner different size and dimensions. I am even organizing my blog. The number of 387 under the Uncategorized section was very daunting but instead I knocked down to pages. I knocked out the first page and the last page the number went down to 360. I am determined to go with the flow here more and more everyday. Next on the list is to look at my stories and do some serious thinking about where they are going.