Putting in Practice What I’ve Re-learned

I’ve been reading a lot about the subconscious mind since before I left for my retreat and during my retreat I decided to go looking inside than searching on the outside for answer. Many times I keep hearing phrase of we can’t afford this, we cant afford that. I decided that I had enough of others deciding for me what I can and cannot afford.

I decided to take what I know since all I had with me was my I-pod, use everything I had in there plus what I had learn and put into practice. I’ve re-learned a lot about myself within that time frame of two weeks. During which time, I didn’t really eat that much but I did spend the time either mediating or sleeping.

Even now after I’ve come back home, I am still in that vibration where I am going to get things done whether I like it or not. I am focusing on my wants and keep moving forward, clean up all the energy that no longer benefits because I know now that financial freedom won’t only benefit me but those around me.


Changes Are Happening

Recently since I arrive back from my two week retreat, I’ve learned a lot of things about myself throughout that time and I am putting a lot of what I’ve learned into action since I’ve gotten back.

A lot things are happening since than, I am looking for a joy of being in a different ways. Things are revealed to me during the time I sub at my work this past week, I learned that they are budgeting hours for each week and they can’t go over.

I didn’t realize how the scarcity mindset has such a strangle hold on people that they aren’t realizing what they are doing to other people, those people allow because they don’t know any other way to be.

I have decided to distant myself for that type of reality into a reality where people care for other people, where they help to build you up instead of knocking you down. I am interested in creating an atmosphere for people to come and work but only that build lasting relationships in the process.


Ups & Downs

For the past couple of weeks, I have been experiencing a lot of ups and downs. Due to that I have been doing a lot of shifting of energy, deleting and unplugging for things that are no longer beneficial for me. I am spending a lot more time seeking out the stillness within my heart center. A lot things coming on the outside that are reflecting how I am feeling on the inside. Right at the moment, my family and myself are going through some rough loops on the to roller coaster ride but somehow someway I know things are going to work themselves out for the highest good of all involved.


Got Hit Harder

For the past couple of days, I have been handling a challenge. Everything I had learned for the past two years went out the window, I fell into despair when I learn the my oldest cat of thirteen years has about two month left to live. I find that now I have to put what I have learned where my mouth is. For the first two days, I cried more than I have in my entire life but I haven’t realized I was falling into despair.

I become violent ill physical similar to those who become violently ill when they see a dead person or blood. The first two days were like that. I had to force myself to go to get more wet for my eldest cat to give him the medication. I can still smile and I am polite to everyone I met but the smile never quite reaches my eyes.

I was convinced to go to Seaside Heights for the day. I sent the day away, as we were getting closer I felt myself sinking back to where I as before I left. The no wanting to go, trying to live my life as normally as possible.  Everyone keeps telling me that only I realized that people telling me and me doing it is two different things.

I am still processing the information that was given to me but I am feeling a little better everyday knowing that my eldest cat still has so fight left in him to keeping going for as long as he wants and he is comfortable.



Working From Home

I started working from home since April 10th and despite the unexpected series of events. I am started form the beginning again but only I don’t feel like it’s from the beginning per-say I am grabbing what I learn and apply it to what I am doing next. I am going to work with my business partner to make a strong sturdy tree so after we are up there we can see it thriving. Does that mean we are going to stop helping and working with our team mates no of course not. We are here to help, guide everyone until they start to grow there business as well as their paychecks on there own without us of course for the occasional questions they might need help with.


Month’s End

I am surprised when you are truly enjoying what you are doing days seem to float by with the ease of flicking the pages of a book. I have attracted into my life something interested people and a job that I can do some home. It’s so real to me because I am going to be receiving my paycheck next month.

There are a lot of people interested in working from home and I look forward to those who have the same interests that I do which are helping people success because when they success you success. People who want to be help to create there own business. Who are will to take a chance and see where that leads them.

People who want to have that tight neat community where everyone helps everyone else out but not to tightly knit that we forgot other and the merely become another number to add to the scale. I love this new company I am working for because I know that they are genuine their desire to see everyone success.


Relief and Renewed Enthusiasm

I started working at a wellness company that I feel light about, all the people gathered working under this company are really conscious and helpful people. Everyone is willing to help everyone else out with each achieving their new goals. I intend to work at it for six months and see where it takes me. I don’t know what will happen unless I tried it. I am see where this will lead me.