A Swirl of Up and Down Emotions

Since posting last, I have been going through a series of emotion from extreme exhaustion to irritation. I have been working a lot of hours. It’s something I am not use.

Another thing is that lack of agreement on the decision among the people I work with. It’s got me going up and down.

But since I’ve had this couple of days to myself, I’ve had to really take a look at what I have been doing lately since I’ve started to work two jobs.

I find that I am being affected more and more everyday as I am more exposed to the energies outside now than when I was barely out there before.

I find that this is a learning experience as I am learning to be more grounded and strength my shields to protected me from being drained or hooked by cords.


Inner Retreat

Since I posted last, I decided to take sometime away from outward more towards inward as I felt myself falling apart at one point.

I started to read more books where I find my attention was going to. I have several books I’ve started which I haven’t finished due to my work schedule but I find myself taking in a lot more information than before.

I’ve added meditation to my routine.When I add a meditation from Paul Santisi, I have noticed a big changed when I wake in the morning, I do it sometimes at night before bed, I find myself not thinking of anything.

It strange as I find the separateness from my body, there is a sensation of pulling a heavy weight. I don’t realize that I have a body until I start to wake more fully. I have learned through this meditation that it helps to set me up for the day. I have yet to find the answer to the tiredness but I know I will find it.

I find that going down the stairs that lead me into the living room. I see them stretch and dip beneath my feet. I sometimes feel that I am not longer vibrating in this dimension and when I finally make it to the landing everything goes back to normal but I do miss that different vibration if felt different but it also felt wonderful.


The Custodians: Beyond Abduction By Dolores Cannon

The Custodians: Beyond Abduction
Dolores Cannon
Copyrighted 1999, 2001, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2012, 2013
New Age/UFO

Dolores Cannon’s purpose in writing book was to open people minds to the endless possibilities of life out there beyond the stars. This purpose was very prominent through the book not only that but she also states not to take her word for it but to do your own research into the study.

It was logical in a sense that she covered all her bases and she got answers to many questions that public has always asked and no one had the answers until now.

This whole subject has always interested me as I’ve had questions of my own about what life was like beyond our solar system. I got a lot of my questions answered when I read through this book. Questions like, what type of life is out there? What do they look like? How do they live? Are there always around us?

Ironically enough normally I would be devouring books in a couple of days but with this books it took me about a month to finish it. I found myself taking baby steps just like the author has done during the time she was also gathering information about this subject.

Favorite quote from book: “Once they think that something is possible, theirs minds will then be free to explore and travel down unknown and strange pathways.”

What I liked most about that book is all the different type of beings she encountered through her clients. There really isn’t anything that I didn’t like about book expect that time in which it took me to finish it. The last impression I take away from this book will be the awe and wonder of what else lays beyond our planet Earth, what other life is out there and will we be ready to meet them?

The book opened up for me the unlimited possibilities out there for a lot things. I didn’t learn anything new from this book but it did confirm what I already knew was true, that we aren’t alone in this Universe. The cover itself really drew the attention from passerby and people riding the bus.

I would hearty recommend this book to anyone who is curious about what lays beyond that which societies don’t want us to know about. Open up and see for yourself. Take that fear of the unknown and use it to learn more because with knowledge comes a new sense of wonder and curiosity.


Week 10 Day 64

Time spend to move quickly as I keep myself busy between doing a little bit here and there. The morning routine I have setup is really making a big difference.

Especially with the new cord cutting meditation that I put in there. It’s been a big help and then I follow that up with the clearing techniques I’ve learned.

I am noticed that every little bit helps but I have noticed that in morning it’s still a bit of a challenge for me to get up but I am working through it little by little.


Week 9 Day 62

Today was a rather smooth day, I got a lot things that I had put on hold due to the incoming of hours at both jobs.

I find myself more determined than ever before to experience things whether it getting my license or learning something new.

I am determined to move forward in life but not blind always guided by my bliss. What I want to do not what others tell me to do.


Week 9 Day 61

I had a wonderful morning everything was smooth sailing I had not compliments but right near the end when the day starts to wind down.

That’s when it hits me, I find myself easily irritated by certain individuals and I am starting wondering where is all this coming from.

The good things that I actually noticed it but now what would it take to clear this up to have smooth sailing all day long even throughout the night?