I felt like I was a sleepwalker today, as I could perceive the physical body’s dis-comfort while still find an inner stillness that I didn’t quite have before.
Other time that stillness was averse, I was always trying to chase after it and trying to catch at every turn. Now I find it beneath the sea of emotions that is raging around me.
I find at times that expressing what I am experience at times comes as a challenge as I’ve experience a lot of first times since I’ve gone down this path.
And English language itself doesn’t have the words that could beginning to describe what I have been experiencing lately but I do make the attempt to put those experience into words.
I am everyday in every way getting better and better at expressing myself with the use of words.